the strands in your eyes color them wonderful

natashiaaa @ 2005-05-22T19:00:00

2005-05-22T23:19:30Z

STARTERS

Name: Natashia
Birthday: June 15th.. 24 mothaa f-in days ;-)
Zodiac Sign: Gemini

HAVE YOU EVER

Drank: yup
Smoked: yes
Gotten drunk: yeahh
Gotten high: naw..
Snuck out: who hasen't?
Skinny-dipped: mm hmm ;-)
Stole something: twicee
Cheated on someone: never.
Broken someones heart: I don't think so

THE LAST PERSON WHO

Called you: Derek
You called: Maria
Texted you: Derek
You texted: Derek
Kissed you: Casey
You hugged: Rob
Held your hand: Casey
I\Med you: Jill
You I\Med: Rob
Shared a drink with: Kyle.. he stole my drink

jasdl;kasjlkj
im feel like SHIT right now!

natashiaaa @ 2005-05-22T15:33:00

2005-05-22T19:47:06Z

kay so I haven't updated in like a monthh..

Friday
school was school
came home
n' came online for a little
Derek called,
so I called him back
we just talked about shit
n' madee some plans ; *
So then around 6 Ash came over for like an hour.
She left n' I went to Dumars for the boys game
met up with K-Gizzle, Emily, Alex, Kaitlin, n' Taylor
we were their "cheerleaders"
hah ;-)
but they ended up losing
so me, Alex, Emily, n' Kaitlin took some pictures
then they drove me home.
Came here,
talked to some people
n' eventually passed out somewhere around 1.

Saturday
mm, I got to sleep in for oncee
showered n' got readyy.
Picked up Sara
and went to UofM for vball
WE WON GOLD BABYY ;-)
for thee 3rd time in a roww :-)
We got outta there around 10:30,
me n' Sara went to BWW's
met everyone up thurrrr
talked to Derek for a little ; *
I didn't get home till like 1 ish
so came online
then went to bedd.

Sunday
woke upp latee,
at 11:30
Sara n' I madee plans
showeredd n' everything
then she came overr
n' we went shopping...

natashiaaa @ 2005-05-14T15:56:00

2005-05-14T20:03:43Z

their hilariousss

kelseyy n' kaitlin

sara n' em

pauls, shauna, n' myself

mm, i miss you..

natashiaaa @ 2005-05-14T13:24:00

2005-05-14T17:52:55Z

Friday Night
the dancee was sweet
there was no onee there
but us girls had ourselves a goodass timee ;-)
Mm, things got f-ed up
but in the end they all ended up working outt.
So me, Paula, Alecia, n' Maria
ended up goin' to Michelle's,
there was like 20 people theree
then Casey, Derek, Brett n' Kyle showed up too.
We all just chilled n' shitt
it was sweet.
Deason called so I talked to him for a littlee
and around 10:45-11ishh the girl's and I left
drove them all home
came back here
took a bubble bath
talked to Derek till' 1ishh
and passed out around 3.

Todayy
uhh I woke up at 6 in the fucking morning,
watched a little t.v
and fell back asleep till 10.
Came online for a litte,
n' now I just got outta the shower
mm.. I think I gotsss some plans tonightt
but my cells on if you'd like to be included in them :-)

I didn't mean it
when I said I didn't love you so
I shoulda held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothin'
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't fathom that I would ever
be without your love
never imagined I'd be
sitting here beside myself
cause I didn't know you
cause I didn't know me
but I thought I knew everything..

natashiaaa @ 2005-05-12T16:56:00

2005-05-12T21:17:39Z

Ten things you've done today.
1: Listened to music
2: Talked to Danny
3: Atee some goodass food
4: Missed a new episode of Next
5: Took a walk
6: Showered
7: Talked on the phone w. Maria
8: Found out what i'm wearing to the dancee tomorrow
9: Made plans with Paula for tomorrow
10:

Ten people you talk to daily.
1: Maria
2: Derek
3: Shawn
4: Chris
5: Paula
6: Tess
7: Amber
8: Sara
9: Emily
10: Alex

five random things you want:
01) SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER!
02) to get outta michigan
03) to meet new some peoplee
04) fall in lovee
05) tomorrow to come

five thoughts:
01) I need to go tanning
02) I'm in the mood for dancing
03) I want him ;-)
04) I want the fucking weekend to comee!
05) The suns outt

Seven things you wear daily:
01) makeup
02) bra
03) jewelry n' all that shitt
04) undiess
05) cloths

Five things that annoy you:
01) posers
02) liars
03) DRAMA
04) fakeass's
05) when someone says their gonna do something, but never end up doing itt

tomorrow nighht is gonna fucking ROCK harrrddd ;-)
i need this soo badd!

natashiaaa @ 2005-05-09T16:15:00

2005-05-09T20:26:15Z

wtf?
people are making me soo fucking effed off right now..
uhh god!
i wanna get effedd up,
cause i NEED to get away from this all..
summer--cannot fucking wait!
so uhh things have been goin' shitty
but whatev. i'll get over it once i can leave that hell hole im in now

pointless. a waste of my time..

natashiaaa @ 2005-05-07T22:59:00

2005-05-08T03:01:03Z

soo i want you..

natashiaaa @ 2005-05-02T18:45:00

2005-05-02T23:00:57Z

So Saturday I went to Ambers birthday party,
had a great timee. ;-)
uhh that morning I got soo sick
it was crazyy!
But getting text by Derek is a always a plus.
Anyways,
I came back here around 11
and totally passed out.
I woke up at like 5
it was soo not good
i ended up passing out again..
on the floor. :-(
David carried me back into my bed
and I was totally outt for the rest of the night.

Monday
I didn't go to school
slept all day long,
i'm feelin' a whole lot better since yesturday
but my head still kills.
So I think im gonna go takee a bubble bath soon,
and im gonna try to fall asleep early tonight..

who am i gonna lean on
when times get rough
whos gonna talk to me
until the sun comes up
whos gonna take your place
there ain't noboday better
oh, baby, baby
we belong together.

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-28T21:45:00

2005-04-29T01:56:31Z

Now I'm falling even more in love with you, letting go to all I've held on to..

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-28T16:15:00

2005-04-28T20:28:44Z

Wednsdayy
shortened day..
but it still feels like im in that shit hole for 10 hours.
Anywho,
uhh went to El' Charros with PAULA, Casey, Derek, Rob, Jake, n' Ben.
Yeah, a bunch of sweetass's. ;-)
So after we all walked over to Scoops
funnyyyy shitt went on,
and some stupid shit too.
Met up with Maria, Alecia, Kyle, and Brett, n' Patrick
then we all walked some moree to Alecia's
just chilled there for a little with Paula, Leesh, Casey and Derek.
'Round 3ish we decided to go to Derek's
but that didn't work out so we just went and picked up Patrick
and drove the guys to Derek's.
Me, Paula, n' Alecia went back to Alecia's till like 5.
Went back to Paula's
and uhh we did somee shitttt ;-)
i lovee her.. love love.
hah so afterwards,
we came back here
n' went to some softball thing.
That ended around 9:30,
came home
took a bubble bath
n' called it a night.

mm, i miss you..

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-26T19:12:00

2005-04-26T23:20:49Z

Tuesday
uhh school..
you knoww ;-)
came home
went to Ash's
n' Alex and Chris camee over
so we just chilled with their hilarious asses ;-) :-)
At like 5 they left for bball
so me and Ash got readyy n' shitt.
But then my dumbass self had to call them back
they MADE us walk all the way back to Chris's so I could get some kinda math shitt
on wayy there I saw Mitch
talked to him for like 2 minutes.
Then went to Chris's,
so Alex gave me the paper
then finished it all at his house.
Mm, 'round 5:40ishh Alyssa came and got uss
went to the school for like 45 minutes,
which was pointless
but anywho,
now im here and I got somee shit to finish
then im gonna go shower n' all that sweet stuff..

mm.. you you youuuuu :-*

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-25T22:48:00

2005-04-26T02:53:14Z

So Mondays suckk ass..
agreed? ;-)
Mm,
school was school.
Came home
saw Sean
talked to him for a little.
Then went out with Ash for like an hour
we ended up just talking to Brandon, Will.
Went to Alyssa's for like 20 minutes
came back here
got ready and whatev.
then went to Sara's
Vball went good in the first part
but then we got kicked out of the gym for some plane flyin' shitt
soo we ended up leaving earlyy
stopped by 7-11
and uhh Sara saw her mannn ;-)

i wannnt you ;-)

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-22T22:48:00

2005-04-23T03:00:21Z

Alright,
school went shitty.. but what the f else is new?
went homee with Sara
we just chilled and shitt.
I ended up leaving at like 6
came home,
got all my shit together for tomorrow
I made plans,
but like fucking usual they didn't end up working out.
So my Friday went shittyy
but whatev.
Around 10ishh went upstairs,
took a bubble bath
n' called Tess
talked to her for a littlee.
So now, its 5 to 11
and I have to wake up at 5:30 a fucking m tomorrow.
waking up early on a SATURDAY morning deffinately blowss!

Tomorrow
tournament all day
plans with Tess after
bonfire at her housee?
who knows.. ;-)

i'll take your invitation,
and you take all of me..
<33

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-12T15:26:00

2005-04-12T19:28:50Z

I absolutley love this song.

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love i found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and i stood tall
I had your love i had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe i don't know that much
But i know this much is true
I was blessed because i was loved by you

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me

I'm everything i am
Because you loved me

stolee this from britney :-*

2005-04-10T22:16:01Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
35. Take a guess at who you think will be my next boyfriend?

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-10T01:01:00

2005-04-10T05:12:32Z

Saturday
let see..
woke up
showered
did my hair n' shitt
then went to Alecia's for a little.
Walked around,
the red trucks ;-)
Anywho..
I left her house around 6ish
then afterr made plans with Sara,
Devin call but we didn't wanna go there
so we just chilled
then Kaitlin came over too
so us 3 ladies took a walk,
then Kaitlinnn left..
So then Sara came back here
shes sleeping now
& im talking to SHAWN!
hah hes a fucking sweetass..

I dOn'T kNoW wHeRe We'Re GoInG bUt I LiKe WhErE wE aRe NoW.

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-09T11:17:00

2005-04-09T15:28:20Z

Friday Night
Went to the dumars gamee
with Si
and sat with Brett.
After the game was overr
talked to Danny
i missed him..
Anyways,
we went back to Sara's around 9.
Kaitlin came over,
we both met Sean..
sweettt kid ;-)
So then we were gonna walk to Casey's,
but that never happened.
Instead watched like 20 minutes of Saw
I wasen't getting it at all
so we went upstairs,
crashed on the couch and decided to watch some Inferno re-runs
hah that was sweett..
I left there around 10
came home,
took a bubble bath
and talked to Casey on the phonee
then we to sleep.

Its love. Make it hurt. I deserve it.

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-08T17:17:00

2005-04-08T21:24:50Z

im fucking bored so im updating rightt now instead of laterr
school was alrightt today
afterr me, Em, Taylor, & Kels walked to 7-11
we just walked around for a litte
so then they left and went to Taylors..
and thankfullyy Chris & Alex came outsidee
so they took me home
their fuckingg greattttt ;-)
Tonighttt
gamee with SARA!!
yesss, then her house after with some people
.. hah her stalkerrr
this should be interestin' ;-)
yeah, so my cell will be on all nightt
so ringg me nigg.

mm.. you <33

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-05T15:54:00

2005-04-05T19:54:50Z

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One random thing.
4. One insider.
5. How old are you.
6. How long have we been friends.
7. A hint to who you are.

i need you..<33

natashiaaa @ 2005-04-03T12:10:00

2005-04-03T16:13:23Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY <33

alright,
its sunday
the last fucking day of Spring Break.
As of right now..
no plans
but whatev.
i'll find somee.

i love what you do to me\\
on me, askin' me, off that [[x]]

natashiaaa @ 2005-03-30T16:46:00

2005-03-30T21:54:38Z

Wednesday
alrightt well,
I woke up at 12
cleaned this m-ferr
then found out I was gonna go out with Shayna & Taylor.
So yeah,
she called.. " we're on our way "
but Taylors smartass got lost.
So about 30 minutes later
they pull in the drivee.
We went back to Taylors for a few,
then stopped by Gino's
talked to Chad for a little.
So then,
we decided we were hungry
and he took us to El'Charros.
Afterr we went back to Shaynas,
and we just chilled for awhile.
Taylor drove me to the school around 4ish.
So came home,
madee plans for tonightt
they better fucking work outttt,,
we'll seeeee :-*:-*

natashiaaa @ 2005-03-29T21:23:00

2005-03-30T02:32:36Z

Monday
woke up at 12ishh
showered
got readyy & all that shitt
then made plans with Shayna.
So me, Paula and her went to Lakeside.
We were done around 7ishhh.
So then we went tanning,
went back to Shay's for a little
then derek called
so we went to Anthony's for awhile.
We tryed to play " poker " & Black Jack
but wtf i have no clue how to play eitherr so..
I quittte.
Derek drove us home at 11?
And us ladies just chilled for thee rest of the nighht. ;-)

<33.. we'll see..

natashiaaa @ 2005-03-26T22:56:00

2005-03-27T04:04:40Z

Alright,
so tonight went good.
I planned to just stay home all night
watch movies and shitt
then Alecia called,
and we made plans
'round 7ishh i went over there.
Kyle and Derek picked us up,
went to their gamee.
I always have the best times with them ;-)
Anyways,
its 11 now
and I have a nice hot bath running..
so i think im just gonna go upstairs
take my bathh,
and then call it a night.

you don't know how much you mean to me
whenever your down
ya know that you can lean on me
no matter the situation
boyy, im gonna hold you down
..<33

and i took em' from KELLI.. hahha i lovee herr

2005-03-25T21:58:03Z

Sara & me
i love you so muchh
best friends foreverr!

and I thought this was a cutee one..

Cherie & Kelli

natashiaaa @ 2005-03-25T02:19:00

2005-03-25T07:21:16Z

you light me up and then I fall for you
you lay me down and then I call for you
stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
pretty baby why can't you see
you're the one that I belong to
I'm be the embrace that keeps you warm
for you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
as long as you keep comin' round

and I know things can't last forever
but there are lessons that you'll never learn
oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
so how's it you that makes me better

why can't you hold me and never let go
when you touch me it is me that you own
pretty baby of the place that you hold in my heart
would you break it apart again

<33